Monday, March 12, 2012

Clouds, leaves, waves. 1990



1990
The Seasons
cycles flash-- 
repeating the round, 
There is reality where
memory of life and the moment 
are one, looking forward.
a turning point,
through seasons
Is there a height
possible? maybe a geographic move
to the outside,
this subconscious-- a crutch?




framing the present with
the past and future
Spring through Winter
clouds, leaves, waves-- shells
gather, swirling in clouds, circling
through leaves, passage...
the journey
the wind of time
in reeds, gyres of...
repeating a mantra
coming towards one,
bang-- the day
a colored classic, up front
close, living now!
the still life tumbles
shells, sunflowers, circling rope
the vase breaking, change and
decline from
the immediate moment




Autumn, the fall-- the comedian leaving
winter’s dreams and wandering
Crispin self,
Sunflowers on his breast,
incarnations of an inner frost
are hidden. The mask
summons a shield, 
imagination-- suggesting
red diamonds set in yellow sun.
Stop!
vertical gasp, creates a height--
possibility
of a returning idea
as the earth each day, returning
from night into light.
now arise
tripping
through the day, seeking Sun--
diamond’s sun and the
spiraling shells-- tumbling
the waves continue
unfolding this day, 
a sunflower in the blue sky.
the windy weather
filling differences.




Shell twirling cosmos
receding
dreaming
the future’s Ideal form
always beyond
this surface of Reality held
in elasticity between
the Dream and the Ideal,
a Fate-- Freedom-- and Power
revolving.
propped in dream
between the what one 
(thought) that happened
and the Ideal that might--
A troubadour in the sun, afoot
riding the crest of day!
two figures walking through reeds,
the wind picks up, leaves,
shells, dream designs, circling
a vase looming, beyond.



16.
A Joker, spirit Sun
trickster joking, eyedazzling--
Harlequin of cubism!
striving, but broken--
the end of painting
the end of nature
a still life, set
to bridge a gap
we feel,
The modern, a gimmick
always past in our hearts,
that fiction, created to disguise
our failure. Living in this
rubble of concrete boxes, housing
we’ve named it, this separation
from nature or God, a lousy story
retold in outworn shape.
Climbing, again.
A painting-- of still life
in our climate
(of sad ecological disaster) 
no need for ironic subterfuge.
“like a blindness cleansed”
I lift my hat to that fish-shaped island, Paumanok.
This friend of birds,
sees snakes with rings,
hears wood-peckers laugh,
jays, squawking their raucous
thought in pines, as
crickets scatter before bells 
jingling on cautious feet.
blank upon the sand
his staff aflame,
the black oldsmobile horn’s blare.



Exchanging presence for distance
Achilles merging with Crispin,
then, as Walt,
“...this book is a man.”
all the birds have died.
A sparrow fights a starling,
a cowbird 
raids another’s nest.
no rescuing spaceships 
out there, seen, still
the tragedy, of the planet.
afoot with vision
Chaplinesque, a picaresque saint
a friend of birds, as St. Francis
in Giotto, holding Sunflowers 
for Vincent and Lilacs for Walt,
the Brooklyn Bridge in the distance, 
over which a figure, returning
awakening from sleep, Pierrot!
A jar overturned by the spring
wind, sprinkling seeds, to the air
a black rope interwinds and weaves
a string of shells 
dragged behind, sunflowers
darkening...
a book of poetry, upended 
at the tide line, 
wading off into the pink 
translucence, at the end
of that summer’s day.




Clouds, leaves, waves. 1989


1989
“...surrounded by choral rings...”
1.
The “C” before the chorus,
the panorama unfolding 
run-on, texts of time,
heads tumbling, roll 
through shell’s spiraled 
drawing, a Zuni's 
woven chevron is presented.
hatching
ascending twirl
then, like gods
become symbols,
degeneration to religious
tracings, far from 
original experience.
I’m packing up my paints and brushes,
going out to paint
just appearances
again, at Barcelona Neck.



2.
A cosmos of rings, beyond
a circle of flowers, here.
This present clarity is a 
sacred moment,
a moment soon to be
remembered, framing 
this presence, the past 
and emerging future.
3.
Someone stands up!
with fire
immediate 
hard won, delineated shapes...




4.
A flower rises
romantically
through the rings
of water
downward
reaching
upward
inside-- out
some order
to that moment, seen.
A clear
moment
in the flower,
here!
(God) or reality through imagination
defines and completes us.
(God) is really all these thoughts ordered
possibilities of conceiving--



14.
One lily dies, another wakes.
the earth spins the future--
as flowers, present themselves.
15.
Dreams coming to fruition
a centered place blooms,
it is high noon!
the gods revived, then dying
all in turning--
shells whirling, swoosh-- 
Goya-hatch, cycling by, striped






waiting
hope in the dark.
flowers to ideas
rising from within--
then, a rustling of the reeds, 
the waves lap,
the wind bristles
tweet-- whistle,
over there!
flashing, 
flag of presence!





22.
Painting this still life,
the shells on the beach
the sunflowers against the sky
a rope weaving circles to bind
in the failing sun.
Clouds passing overhead
the narrow islands weather,
the difference between 
bay and ocean mind,
bells ring on swells.
Everything is broken,
a man in black turns--
washing my brushes, “I’m done.”
the reeds 
blaze red, in silhouette.



Clouds, leaves, waves. 1988


1988  
“...like the leaves themselves turning...”
1.
Rising to the surface,
this questioned self,
a face of nature, juxtaposed
to this inner world, and between--
the play of light,
shapes and delineation
among the leaves.
making what was wanted of life
to see even a glimmer
in watercolor.
a glimmer of the original
light, yellowing.



striping vibrations 
of life and death.
A surface hardened by repetition
becoming by shade
meaning less, distanced like Art.
it is a poem of cycle like 
the weather, the seasons--
life itself, civilizations
returning hope 
in another revolution, 
drawn through 
the dazzle of leaves.
spectrum of shade,
the reason of the psyche 
in the shadow
coming out of the ground
moving against the stripe
rejoining, in another shape...
he made a giant, 
what he desired to be,
from the abstract and
molded to human form, cycling--
through full consciousness, blooming--
immersing oneself 
into a space, opening and
dying into--
the sea, recalling memory of
the icy blackness,
water rushing under bridges, 
dancing lights
far away, that arm waving...
12.
he murmured something 
of the falling leaves--
and turned the pages
forgetting




13.
That’s what Art was, 
who struggled beyond
that despair
painted the flower,
the leap, tugging 
harder, now longer--
coming, jumping from
the water almost free...




14.
going over the shapes
of our minds, forming 
the world,
what we can see.
The merging of mind and object,
to fall into
the privileged moments,
as spots of time,
becoming part of, parcel,
a transparent eye, seeing--
the flower becomes one with the stars.