Sunday, January 12, 2014

#5, He’d filled it uP.

#5, He’d filled it uP.

Jack hugged the sheath 
to his chest 

it would get him through, 
he thought, his thoughts, 
which he loved 
from a distance, tumbling in like 
fashion 

3.
tumbling the new work, in 
likewise jig saw 
and juxtaposition 
and cycle revolving, 
fragments 

in the evening OranGing Sky.
He was happy like Ariel,
Jack thought about a painting of 
the Sneakers, 
icon like 

Vincent’s peasant shoes,
and what of a hat on a stick? his 
walking stick?
 that Staff the one, 
a leaping flame,

he was out on his walk 
around the lagoon, 
the blue spots, 
glimpsing--





Crispin would make it up 
beyond that yonder heap,
Achilles was gesticulating with one arm 
dragging that corpse around 

with no self consciousness.
He had recognized Billy-- 
out there in the distance, 
his gaudy scarf
gave him away,

The whole contained 
the opposite,
and that was where he was headed,
this was just the second PaRt
He hoped he’d make it

The gardener was gone --or
well, just another story, 
someone had put in some work
though 
it had been forgotten.





Just thoughts 

in a good direction, seeing-- 
Well, rolling up his sleeves 
he picked up the rake,
He felt at home,
Akilles dream of California 

6.
was on the Wane,
the Nature Lovers 
had no conception of an abstraction
on which to hang their love 
so it was no love 

and in vain.
This allowed Crispin to pick up his pen 
as they hadn’t seen the mountain.
It was his to climb, and NaMe.
He Read his poem, 

to the wind,
curled below, 





he had to get on,

” it was nice to meet you,”
That Western place had inspired 
the Journey, 
one of the troublesome words
but he had identified 


8.
with the Hero 
especially the one 
with the Hero’s Hat, 
He did want to say something here. 
The story 

held the parts together 
and continued 
to make these parts 
meaningful, 
not just decorating the space--

but each a piece 
of a larger puzzle.
we might never know 
what it meant, as NO 
MaN sHalL sEe thE ENd.

sounded pretty final.
what it meant 
was this search, 
would turn up 
not so much, a nugget here, 

or there but
man, Jack here was 
the final thought, 
On his death bed, 
well lucky for him 


the universe still twirled 
above 
and that seemed enough 
to-- that word was, “suffice” 
it would do to just be part 





he was home,
he had a table,
 the relics sat upon it
through the streaming seasons 
of snow and lightening, 

ice and pouring 
thunderstorm, the wind 
that snapped 
the Cottonwood.
Jack had planted it 

11.
ten years ago now.
The Hat. The Sneakers, 
The Walking Stick,
that cow’s pelvis, 
a strange narrative

and some Sunflowers 
He’d dug up along the road,
and Jack draped the prayer flags
over it all.
Crispin couldn’t remember any more 

Why they had chased out 
that heroic fella,
Crispin no, I think Achilles, 
no, or was it, Siddhattha 
Gotama boy or

that other one--
the cycle 
was coming round, 
and down
and the hand,

and the birds flew,





silent and blinking

all tumbling into western sunset 
of wild lagoon, 
and glimpse of blue,
dreamed of, 
seeking surface 

to relate it to climbing
zoDiAc
turning
rising sun, spinning earth, 
solar wind 




13.
He’d see the moon coming up 
and remembered 
the last evening also
Venus was there, beneath
in the south or was that Jupiter

it all returned
from a deeper deep 
grasping for a, surface
Boon!
and Just to See and wondering 

what did that mean?
It WaS aLL OrDerEd a Round.
as it looked here, 
a decorated thing,
musical chairs 

changing places, it was 

Crispin’s new poem 

#4, He’d filled it uP.

#4, He’d filled it uP.




He wanted to write the poem 
on the wall.
Henry and Jack in conference thought 
they were getting somewhere, 
and a story

line would bring it finally together, wed 
with symboled level 
of kaleidoscopic TumBlinG
he had seen 
how the Rothko’s 

stripped of their story 
faltered, they had stolen the Myth, 
the Fire
from within them
and now they seemed decoration 


16.
for some Buddhist retreat, 
Their own physical power 
diminished, 
So Akilles would continue the path,
many thought the wrong road

the story, the walk, around the lagoon.
WeSterN LagOOn.
Yes, JacK, could make it up, This Allegory, 
of, what was behind
or above, or Below

In feeling-- “The sky, he said, 
paint the Sky!”
Divine Madness, she said, 
of the Seventh
inspiration from negative parts, 

she never saw
much or maybe evaded, the stuff 
that joins-- things, the tumbling
Blue, Oranging into Purpling 
slate-- and stars.

He had only glanced at the paintings 
haphazardly 
against the wall 
they would try to stop-- 
were held up against the night,

shored up
against-- life itself, well 
bring it on,




He put them on the computer 
and revolved 
them round.
NIGhT STUdIO turning round--


17.
to blue silhouette,
some genius of the sea-- 
maybe Ideal shade
FigurE that puts it all together,
and mimicks, the EaRth

revolving, through.
Prophesy 
spoken! --that he had opened his mouth,
Mysterious shiver and shake,
No SpookY, 

remembering, 
the lonely anxiety
of moments, 
to SinG and
passing, alone, here

providing the motion, to turn 
carnival atmosphere into
Mexican night,
death and beauty.
Achilles/ Shield and--

clap of hands, there!





It was all in an order of BeautY 
Floating, shifting, meaning, 
if any at All.
NOT WanTing To LeaVE.

There the gOd was!
Crispin was Off--
stepping out!
A journey of Profane 
Chaos, and Error-- 

searching for the sacred moments 
passing the Temples 
creating the Altars, on this long
 and lonesome road.
You FoOl, even YoU--

Jack saw the BeAutY.
The BeauTy created the BeaUty. 
That you were here, 
missed the Day-- 
THE BEAUTY





18.
the Sun coming up ahead,
Tree growing on the Right 
Mountain Height to the Left.
This has just been my life 
a New Bib-BLE 

of sorts. What could be 
maybe again now.
This scribble, Jack wrote, pecking-- 
with single stroke. 
The whole feeling

from this part here, 
and over there “that--”
the change, 
a UniverSE of DeaTh
breathing life, in and out, 

this Gaia eaRtH
the object writ LarGe, this Earth!
Ourselves.
That!--Whole broken glimpse, 
Blue figure running 

round and through, the reeds
Jogging in the evening light, 
stepping sideways 
to avoid that striped 
snake writhing in the grass.

That made a place.
Here an altar of words 
to make that PlacE.
It would be indulgent but 
he saw the formless shape 

gulpiNg after the formlessness.
moving flashing,
the chAnGe
A Thought Revolved.
Then he looked back 

19. 
the Earth from SpacE.
Slow motion, revolvin-G 
CyCLinG.
Orgin of Indian design.





now. Explaining what was.
He thought of that bird 
the black and white wings 
of memory 

propelled him forward 
past his Red and Yellow head.
Crispin had seen 
that friendly bird,
it had cocked his eye

to spy Cripin fella,





He bent over 
to pick up the FloWeR.
He held it up to the SuN.

A figure ran through it 
CeruleaN 
like a dream or imagination
and was GonE.
He felt in the cenTeR 

oF thE WorLD, 
in SaCreD time, 
turning.
Sacred, hmmm. the souL --
contained in an invisible 

Ideal? the spirit 
which filled the soul--





the first sunflowers,
on the side of the road
they were the figures, 
or ideas, 

the representations for 
Achilles journey, begun 
ChAotiC round, Every once 
in a while
 these glimpses 

of what now was the blue, 
more cerulean-- 
nude, flash 
of an imaginative sort, 
meaning 

something, or pointing to, or
some oblique reality
the walk around the lagoon, 
he had already said 

it depended upon.

#3, He'd filled it uP.

#3, He'd filled it uP.




It was later than he had thought.
Every thing was needing attention, 
the never ending stance stabbing at 
the Opposite side 
of Day, 

of everything, 
the moments what we saw, 
the real world, of night and ash, 
the Snowman wasn’t the whole story
but then the melt 

and the ventriloquism 
of Spring
“the Virile Youth,” Young 
Poet at Summer Height.
the passage was enough 

everything passing, 
the irony in the poetic sense
pass, pass-- 
Don’t worry it will pass,
the hope, 

towards the Ideal
beyond the insult, the pressure 
of this real
Chaos which we tried, like here 
to order, 

into Temples, 
the five lines, envoking
O Muse! Crispin called, 
Jack continued 
the mental traveler--
let no one frighten or flutter us.





all at once, 

can be scary, a Big Bang! 
Another day tumbling
around as zodiac.
Decorating his moment, 

best as he could
that world revolving
above and around his bed, the dreams,
the memories, and reflections
the existential beginnings.

breaking against the flags,
The ColoRs of  
Sun--flower, here
and twirling shells 




Book of hours revolving 
round
Heaven tumbling round


3.
into the next and--
he twirled the flower 
between fingers 
in the blinding 
unnamed SUN

the echoing, still ,
blare of Tibetan Orange
forest of words
big game hunter amongst
SymbOl CrasH.

Lion --
of Red Reality.





diving, deeper, 
the flower in his teeth 
ExplodinG to the sUrfacE. 
Outlined in black, diving again

A rhythm,
A butterfly stroke,
All the evolving parts 
were coming together.
It was becoming an order 

of Crispin gods, 
spirit memory behind and Ideal 
Reality sought, His spirit 
and soul--
Might suffice.




he tried to tell his Father 

but when as he arrived
 it had all changed. 
He’d brought back 
something for him. 
Though he couldn’t see.
Crispin bathed in

the waves of diurnal motion.
It’s the Mythos and Poetic 
parts, not bad words. 
The SublimE-- 
he felt had failed him

That mystical moment, 
the still rustling in the woods. Again
he would heighten, 
The moment, 
or drive it to depth-- 

He would keep on
till this poem’s stiff neck 
would give way, Yes, 
he was interested 
to a degree in this mystic-- direction, 

it was poetic anyway, 
How does that bird 
arrive to, that same complication, 
pattern and behaviour, decoration
unraveling 






of Bachelardian space, 
and Mythic HerO 

Thousands of FaceS, 
in Eternal ReturN 
and cycling 
through the SacreD
and ProfanE and the AnatomY 

of this structure
would become AnxietY, a poem
of Crispin
Achilles was kicking up dirt
on the Mesa, 

his bed pulled down and pressed 
to the clear pane 
Orion turned round





after all, it was-- all beyond
The explosion, 
we were all DeaD
the changes happened 
slowly-- the cow hip, pelvis bone 

that was breaking 
apart on the still life table 
set to mark the change, it was
decorated by the flags, 
fluttering

and the pot-- 
containing flowers-- 
If they came again,
or last years remains
were still a reality,

and he remembered, 
the shells 
as that was what 
they were, the bones
There was the wind 

the resultant weather  
a large part,
Jack watched it all, 
and it felt like home.
There was mystery,

already there 
in the words, Such sHadowy 
slipPery stufF
but I’ve sworn against the SpoOky
mind-- Oh Natura, 

like tree, the thought of tree
like figure, like thought
barren, in winter--
then full in summer
Spring and AutumN

8.
He was off on another round





Whenever Jack was unsure 
  He went through them all, 
The pictograms balanced 
everything into a Vortex, 

out of which 
he slowly spread his wings...
and to think some of us 
have never seen 
those BirDs.

The genre mimicked life--
as it was a reflection of Achilles MinD
He’d go out to see--
Jack was taking off once more!
Lucky Fellow!






Orange SquarE and NiGhT
StuDiO!
unexpected combinations,
Bang around 
and CyCLe,


12.
Forward, HO! Hoo, HoO! 
It’s Summer again 
as Jack turned the page.
The thunderstorms at Monument Valley 
were already closing in.

The coffee and book shops 
in SoHo were gone
mixed with the loss 
and intensest rendezvous, 
ThE sudden BeaUty.

Jack kicked the old rusted beer cans 
down the road past Mexican Hat.
The Indians did their best 
to wreck the place, 





it was part of the Religion, 
Jack guessed, as he
shivered in the cold shower, 
he hated the tourists too.
Achilles was on that road where 

he thought he found 
the whole cow’s skeleton 
and the black 
and white warbler flew straight
through the scene

it was an amazing 
green grey valley 
of Sage and Lupine wild flowers, 
Crispin never found it again 
as it all had changed.

Jack picked some Lupine
and hung it in the window
he noticed how it went with his 
Blue GinghaM PatterneD shirT
The Hero Crispin! Ha!