Monday, September 24, 2012

Sun, Hero, Star, Final Version


Sun, Hero, and Star. 


And the leaves 
come green
And the outer blaringS of day!
Yes, the Sun’s ray, 
Multitudinous Diamonded reality

Harlequin Height-- 
Sun blood in the eye
          of Red reality
Tragic trajectory, coming 
Down, that famous sun.

Tic- toc time, remembering 
          something, the one eyed man said
“The slug horn blown”
Red sky, new sun 
He’d hung his life on, meaning

Some Thing or cycle of--
Thought--Not just Nuttin’--
No Being, or Ideal-- 
Then, Well, just the sun, again!
          terrible and gay

He held the flower up, 
Achilles, stood in black
SUN shield shimmer
          that was his dream
Going back into, 

He was off once more
Of Davy Crocket POEM
What was always nearly 
         at an end, 
Hero of DAY, of JANGLING

Crystalline-- BEAUTY!
There! He said it-- out loud! 
Others could hear--
OH HEAR!, it darts 
          and stings

What they called HERo
In his “as if--”  world
He made a Mark on the Wall,
Another, they added up
         to something

Hero Sun and suN smeared Villa 
The red walls,
          the bird flies across the floor
He saw a Silhouette, black.
In the distance

Stream, tumbling
GREY leaves, jimble
And jump, scatter, as before 
           the clouds, pass-- 
Pass, sliding over the top

All the poems 
Inner forms, repeated
Over and over 
          in HIS cartoon cardboard
Notebook Shapes somersaulted

It started with the SUN!
It identified the HERO!
Smoke, drift HerO of wasting day
Lowering globe
          scattering slate

          that weird invigorating tint of sky!
Always arriving,
Regalier in Racoon hat and pajamas 
"By the shores of gitchy goomy,
Flat footed HERO,

By the shining big sea water"
QuestinG! there, Her Majesty's Bounty!
Through the waves!, AHAB, Ha! 
          thrusting-- forth!
Orange SUN--yellowing, Reality falling 

           to Sprig of lilac, THE
Forever rocking
Incessant death, rocking
Sun, thou orb!
And death, whispering,

What he knew he couldn’t say
          it flew across the floor,
Falling back and around 
Shadow of, through, THE stars,
The STARS

Hurled to the ground.
The clouds puffing, to thunderhead
Eternal height tinged, and
Turning to evening, slate and yellowing stripe,
          purple and 

Black dome closing
The stars
All the parts
          like all the stars, the head
Of the Hero!

The chaos, those fictions of Leviathan, 
This out of order--
          the stars, revolving
THE STUDIO, it mirrored
Walls, he thought 

No home, with no flowered couch 
          but stars
No football game on Sundays  
Just shapes 
And a palette of color

THE DOG WAITING
          iN dark bright stars 
How to express this death 
He saw it in the landscape 
That distance

With paintings in his head
The LAST JUDGEMENT
          on the WALL, Stars,
Out in the Stars!
Leaves and fragments

Clouds and ocean wave
He was finishing the StudiO!
The garden-- he thought
           a last cycle, in the stars 
The moon coming up

“Create something 
          of that broken scene”, he said
Remaking--
The Sunflower Altar.
The minotaur carted it away,

Identity with the Sun
Shading into night-- sea drift 
THOU ORB ALOFT!
           sun smeared cycle, 
Turning to icy self

Between polarity
           opening on the new-- world
Dreamed in winter of city snow
The sun is setting
Color was ironic after all--

Fragmented circle, the images 
Clattering, Revolving, climb-- fall back, 
          into black, and shade
Comic sublime, some story.
Forever taking off

A flower in his teeth
Watching for cricket, underfoot!
We were all singing for freedom
          red and yellow--in mountain blue
Diamond spangled blanket

The mesa upended into this 
Elevated mass of 
Darkening shape
          there in the sunset
Purple swoosh

Junco twit
          constant, thit-- thit
Here I am, 
Here I am!
Jays, scrabble

Tic- tic- tic-
           that great hero taking leave
We go on about this Life,
Scrawl a tragedian testament
The sky is not moved-- 

           the story goes on 
Expanding beyond edge 
Simple Giotto like
Villa-- 
Wall and--

A World
          plaster cracking-- 
With arms outstretched
Greeting the birds
Falling, falling

Through repeated motif--
            the great disappointment
Torn to pieces
ONE DAY THE KNIGHT 
WILL AWAKEN

THAT MORNING
SLAYING DRAGONS
NO ONE TO BAR HIS WAY
HERO dismembered
           well, I’m making it all up.

Of those city walls-- 
Pulling me in
          they were unforgiving-- 
They could kill a man
Star SPANGLED dream

Tower, off in the distance
           chanting the things
Wandering afar
Wave breaking
The kitchen silence, the

Light streaming in
Trees all yellow along the river 
Winding through 
           some story worth telling
Hoo, Hoo!

Stars, dust, dirt
The abstraction to 
ONE, question
A big Orange square 
          not wanting to leave

This Wilder place
“And he’s following a star--”
Writing it down
Each day
          the bed beside the window

Stars turning
The sky grew light and 
He’d run to the other sidE 
Of the house to watch 
           the mountain lighten--

           waking up to see it all changed.
Reality receding
Dies-- changing
Bring back 
With black line

Lasso and tie it down
To edge
An animal outside 
was sniffing, around
          he woke to cold and wind.


October  23 2008 NYC

reedited Abiquiu 21 October 2010








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